Friday, Saturday and Sunday exercise log

Friday night, we walked up to Frodo's school with a wagon full of paper recycles to drop off.  This is a 2 mile trek. 
We went out to my BIL's trailer on Saturday.  Bear and I took a walk with Sunshine and the dog through the campground.  It turned really dark and we didn't think to bring a flashlight.  We had to walk up to the street sign and read them with the light on our cell phones.  We got a little lost and took about an hour walk when we only meant to be gone a half.
After dinner at Antonio's, (pizza!! )  we walked down the strip center to Walmart then around the parking lot crossing the street to go to the grocery store and then back across the street to our car at the pizza joint.  We walked well over an hour total!

Saturday weigh in

Starting weight 380
week 1 -12.0
week 2 -4
week 3 -4
Total -20

New weight 359.9

Thursday exercise log

I am having an extremely stressful week.  Today was mentally draining, but I think things are going to turn out OK.  Needless to say, I did not walk today.  After a 2 week stretch not missing any walks, I feel like I let you guys down.  I promise not to give up...  I will get back to work tomorrow, I promise!!!

Thursday food log

1 cup of raisin bran with 1/2 cup skim milk

about a dozen baby  carrots

salmon burger with lettuce and 1/4 of the bun
broccoli
9 small french fries

1 cup fat free, sugar free ice cream with frozen strawberries mixed in

Wed exercise log

I had absolutely no interest in walking, zip, zero, none, nada.  But I did it anyway!  Thanks to my hubby for being my walking partner and keeping me going.  We did a solid 2 miles tonight.  Today marks 2 weeks that I have walked 30 minutes or more in a row.  Weigh in isn't until Saturday, I sure hope this walking is paying off.

Wed food log

2 blueberry pancakes

Beef roast in gravy with chopped green peppers on a
wheat hot dog bun

2 home made ice cream sammies

94% fat free popcorn, the whole bag

I didn't eat dinner...  too stressed out

Stress Eating ~ Rant

I am going through the absolute most stressful moments of my life thus far.  I don't want to go into details right now but I could really use a few extra positive vibes from everyone.  (Thx)  I just want to drown out the fear and worry by eating.  I want to drive to Dairy Queen for a Brownie earthquake, I want to head over to KFC and try one of those double down chicken heart attacks, I want to stop at Krispy Kreme (and I don't even care if the fresh donuts light is on).  Sometimes, when I'm really sad or upset, I lose my appetite, the thought of food makes me ill.  I wonder what the difference is?  How does my mind decide which way to go?  I am fighting through the urges and the fact that I am busted broke is keeping me from heading out on a fast food binge.